In the Seam

Forgive the recent lull in my posting.  I've been feeling...quiet. There's a lot going on, and a tons of things I could write about.

For example, if I was less quiet I could tell you about:

1. The Anusara Grand Circle
2. The Handel Crash Course I attended in Boston last weekend
3. Deciding to become a coach
4. Working on getting my new website launched
5. Working on getting a new business launched
6. Endings, beginnings, and relocations

But I don't feel like talking about any of those things in particular.  What I really want to say is that I sense myself on a threshold.  It is a threshold between present and future.  It is the threshold between me and, well, some different version of me. 

Between the seams of the fabric of reality things that once seemed concrete are fluid, and rushing. 

What I really want to say is that--while everything around me is moving--I am somehow certain that I cannot misstep.  The world is moving and I am moving with it. 

What I really want to say is that, although mystery and magic is not my usual shtick, life of late feels mysterious and magical. 

What I really want to say is that I am falling away.  My edges are dissolving.  The world is pressing up against me, imprinting upon me, and I am letting it.  I love letting it. 

What I really want to say is that while everything is changing, somehow I know that I cannot put a single foot wrong.

But saying that would sound weird, right?

So, maybe I'll just stay quiet a bit longer. 

Comments

[Mary V]

Ain't it grand!!!

[Anna Guest-Jelley]

Right there with ya this week, my friend. xo

[Laurie Gerber]

I can see why you'd stall on that revelation, savoring it. It gave me awesome goosebumps and let me let go a little more today. Thank you. I love you.

[beth]

This sounds so familiar! Enjoy it.

[Katie Stephens]

LG, I'm with you...girlfriend gave me chills!